I want something that will make me smile everyday. Something that is all mine, and that I can be proud of. Give me something so that I will feel like I have a purpose. I want to be extatic about something. I want something that I will feel privalaged to have. I want to have to treat it with the utmost care for the fear that it will go away and leave me fine. I want to be more than fine. I want to be great.