hold tight it's just beginning.


I have a mountain of homework assignments, most of them VERY overdue.
Let's take inventory.

Block One-Foundations of Art
1. color chart

Block Two-Biology
1. revisions on pedigree packet
2. DNA fingerprinting lab
3. deviation lab

Block Three-Study Hall
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Block Four-World Civilizations
1. Japanese trade essay
2. questions from Russian Revolution packet
3. Editorial on European imperialism
4. Editorial on Josef Stalin

Block Five-Lunch
1. serve saturday school for leaving grounds (to smoke a cigarette)
2.buy more cigarettes
3.further study of methods to not get caught coming back in from smoking a cigarette

Block Six-French
1. activity packet
2. turn in recommendation for French two
3. etepe (premiere, deuxeme, and troisieme)

Block Seven-English
1. Oedipus Rex study guide
2. mid-year reflection
3. six pages cornelle notes on "My Oedipus Comples''
4. Masks

Block Eight-Algebra
1. make up tests
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I swear that at the beginning of every new grading period that I am going to be good and do my homework so I can become a functional member of society. It's proving to be very hard. I do pass all my classes and shit, but it's because on the last week of the grading period I run off caffeine and adderall, stay up all night and work on shit, then go to school with zero hours of sleep. This probably isn't a very healthy method. I wish I didn't lack motivation like I do. My mom gave me a curfew raise becaue my lowest grade last nine weeks was a C. My Sunday-Thursday curfew went from 9:00 to 10:30, and my Friday-Saturday curfew went from 10:30 to 11:00. She did this on the condition that I keep my grades up and do my homework. She had confidence in me. I really feel like I am letter her down. I know in the past I really used to bitch and whine about my mom, but she's been really great. She never nags at me if I hang out after school without telling her before hand. She doesn't make me tell her where I'm going anymore. She even lets me drive with people, and gives/buys me cigarettes. I really feel shitty about this. I'm letting everyone down.